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I miss Lucius. I can't help it, and I don't even wish I could. I want so badly to be there with him; I'm so glad for his letter, even though it wrenches my heart so I almost want to abandon everything and go find him. Maybe never come back. I wish in some ways I were the kind of person who could do something like that. But instead I will wait for him to return. Letting Sirius Black in only reminded me how much I miss Lucius (whose opinion I really need to solicit on that matter). I pray he will come home soon, and safely.