i fucking hate people sometimes..

[merritin]

you cant get your life even a little bit on track, i fucking hate how much you fall apart. i hate hearing it, i hate knowing it,.. just fucking leave me alone, i cant stand you any more..  take aa, and stick with it this time, you fucking need help, and you get it,.. why dont you just fucking take it, before you lose everyone else............

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[loveanachronism]

OK, I'm gone. If you hated me, you could have told me and I wouldn't have talked to you ever again. I don't want to bother people. I'm sick of the fact that no matter what I do, I hurt someone (or, in your case, annoy someone). I knew I'd lose you sooner or later. I just didn't think it'd be when I needed a friends the most. In case I never told you, you are the best friend I ever had and could ever want. Thank you for tolerating me thus far. I love you..

---(Sorry)Tasha

[merritin]

why do you always have to make me feel guilty for everything.. i know what im doing, ive tried to bare your bullshit for as fucking long as i can. but i cant anymore.im sorry, i really am, i hate abandoning people, but i cant do this, everytime i talk to you i feel bad, like i should help you but cant,.. and it drives me insane that your like this, i cant do it. you have other people, if you really "save one person everyday" then where are they? have your fucking worshipers help you, and leave me out of it, PLEASE! dont even comment back, because youll just do it to make me feel even worse.

[loveanachronism]

I never want to hurt you, you know that. I'm sorry about the comment back, but I just had to throw that in. I hate fighting like this. I had no clue that you had trouble talking to me. If I had known, I wouldn't have talked to you in the first place. I'm not your responsibility and I'm sorry if I made you think that I wanted you to be. The ones I save are anonymous and they never talk to me. They know nothing about me because they never bothered to ask. I don't care about that, I've never cared about that. And, yes, 'I save or help at least one person a day.' You knew that. I'm not mad at you or anything, I just wish you would have told me you hated me sooner so I could fuck off and stop wasting my time and yours.

---Tasha

Hello, my name is Wishkah. (I made an account so ppl could see)

[wishkah420]

I'm so sick of immature pathetic losers in this world like yourself. You should feel honoured that someone actually cares about your opinions. There's millions of people that need help and don't get it, so they help themselves with a shotgun. I think this girl is smarter than suicide. But who are you to judge? Are you some sort of god? You think you're better then people? You are nothing. There's ways of making people stop talking to you without be rude and hurtful. Try being more creative smart guy. I don't know who you are or where you come from but I'd like you to come find me. You're an arrogant narcisitic prick. People fall apart for many reasons and you're one of those reasons. I doubt you've seen what I've seen and been through what I've been through but unlike you I won't make a judgement. This girl is probably young and confused much like yourself and the shit she's goin through now will make her a stronger person in the end. If you choose not to be there as a friend then fine simply say I don't wanna be your

Re: Hello, my name is Wishkah. (I made an account so ppl could see)

[pr1nc3ss_b1tch]

Hey Tim. Listen I understand what you are saying. It's hard to help people that don't help themselves.(me being one of those people). Now I'm not going to make you feel bad or anything.. I was opposite where you are now. I had a guy I trusted with my life. Him telling me that he couldn't help me unless I helped myself was hurtful. Telling me that he couldn't be around me sucked. But in the end, it's what I need to hear. I needed to know that I didn't need friends to help me through rough times, I needed to help myself before anyone else could. That's what I did

Re: Hello, my name is Wishkah. (I made an account so ppl could see)

[loveanachronism]

Thank you for straightening that one out. I'm doing a lot better. No, he hasn't tried to help me. I don't need help. I don't know why he let this build up until now because it hurts more when I know that he's been thinking this for some time now and hasn't bothered to tell me. I understand that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, I just don't know why now (and why wait this long to tell me)? I'm sorry about Wishkah, he's a great friend of mine, but he doesn't know the whole story. He wanted to know what was wrong, so I told him to read this for a long story short. I didn't ask him to comment though! hehe...once again, I'm terribly sorry about that.

I just realized that you don't know who I am. I'm Tim's ex. Nice to meet you. Have a great day...

---Love, (Listening to Duran Duran (WTF?!))Tasha

Re: Hello, my name is Wishkah. (I made an account so ppl could see)

[pr1nc3ss_b1tch]

Hey, I'm sorry if I made a fool of myself. It's just that I kinda know what Tim's going through. Not from first-hand experience. I was actually on your side of the fence. But anyway, I'm glad it's all straightned out.

Love,
Alissa

[merritin]

i do take the time of day out of my shity little life to listen to what he has to say, although i dont exactly like having too

[merritin]

and alissa, thank you, and it was nice seeing you the other day