so, i  was at my darlings house watching family guy on adult swim, having a great time, but sadly, also knowing i had to leave soon,... i didnt want to leave, not just because i love being with her, but because i had a really bad feeling something was going to happen to me on the way home... and of course.... i get almost home, and the shirt that i ( Read more... )

okay, its been a few days, ( i think) so heres the news...

1. im in the process of ordering a new long jacket from ebay for like 99.cents
2. the rosery is in the mail on its way to harmons house
3. i have the money for the rise against tickets buying them on monday
4. and the vials are, ehh, im getting around to it..
5. soon enough i have to buy the new him cd ( Read more... )

i just got back from sarahs house, god i love being with her,... every other issue is gone and im at bliss in her eyes..

heres my cash list for items to buy....

1. new him jacket (approx. $55.00)
2. rosery, for some reason (approx. $25.00)
3. two rise against tickets ($32.00)
4. and vials for ashes ($15.00)

so that should come out to about $127.00ish... ( Read more... )

   okay,

OKAY!!! god that feels good.. any ho, now that thats out of my system back to the topic.. i made josh, (the kid that were flipping off\/)  by me rosery off of ebay, and eventually im going to buy a long coat to draw all over, (like my old one, but much much better) and now im going to bed so good night (its morning, im rebeling against ( Read more... )

now what i was trying to say,... i was trying to make a little picture thing about my day, i had like thirty good picks that i was attempting to put on here... they were great picks, but that ass hole deleted every last one off of my memory card... so we all voted,.. fuck him

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okay, ive perfected my journal, theres nothing else to do here.. well im off to see ariel, so good night darlings, i hope to wake up with some will to live on tomarrow.. i just dont want that day to ever come....

--- note to self dont ever forget tomarrow, christians funeral..

do people use these journals now just out of boredom,.. there meant to display fear and provoke pain as only deep writing can, so write, let your emotions sprint ( Read more... )

Stole this from Ashely ( Read more... )

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