My soul is a dark place

[merry_gee]

I had only planned on having around 300-400 calories today, but then I broke down and totally ate red curry, probably my one and only weakness. Heaviest I've ever been. I feel sick and disgusting and horrible. I just want to peel my flesh right off my bones, just to see what, if anything, is underneath. I've never wanted to be smaller so bad in my

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[teagues_veil]

Also, all of you are beautiful. Never forget that.

That applies to you too, y'know. ;)

[merry_gee]

Aaaaand, this is one of those times when I should a) not post late at night and b) double check I'm posting it to the right place. I meant to post this to an ana forum, so sorry! My bad. But, thanks. It really does mean a lot. If only because I know you mean it. ^.^