your fucking sutpid, look what your about to go do, what you alays said you wouldn't. "the whole rave scene is dumb" "i would never do e". just a few of the things you used to say, not only is it stupid that someone as smart as you are doing e, but your going against everything you hate, and becoming everything you hate. plus your stupid love, ben
Who cares if i said i never would? ive done a lot of things in the past few years that i said i would never do (like having sex with a certain person?? like doing drugs in general?? etc.) and whoever said this is something im going to "become"? i'm pretty much done with drugs for a long time, whether you chose to believe that or not is up to you, i dont really care. if you have such a strong urge to think badly of me all the time, telling me that "meredith you SAY youll never shroom again but i KNOW you will." fuck that. as my friend you should be supportive of my efforts to stop destructive behavior rather than always thinking negatively. i'm not even going to get into the fact that you smoke every fucking weekend now pretty much, and you said you weren't ever gonna get back into pot again. you're stuider. LOVE mer.
Someone woke up on the wrong side of the esctacy this morning. you honestly are just pulling most of this out of your ass. how about when we saw gollum and may i quote i said to you "so think you think your gonna do e? well it's your choice but i think your a lot better than that". Even when we were going out i was opened minded about you experimenting. it's the fact that now your like "hey, i'm not going out with ben so i don't have to pretend i hate raves and esctacy any more". a lot of my friends go to raves and i have no problem with that, i haven't since freshmen year. close your mouth and open your eyes, i'm just trying to look out for you, sorry if i'm an ass about it. love ben
wow. this has nothing to do with you and me ben. nothing at all. why would you think i was pretending? i DID hate raves and extacy, and i still DO think that whole scene is not for me. but i tried it. that's all that happened. its not like ive become some cracked out raver chick that rolls everyday of the week and cant live without her weekend clubbin. youre blowing this whole thing way out of perportion/porportion/proportion. (?) (cant spell that damn word) and i dont know what you meant by pullin somethin out of my ass...what did i pull out of my ass? im confused. oh, and dont give me that "i have no problem with my friends going to raves" bullshit, you always complain that they're not the same people they used to be, blah blah your opinion dropped of them. i guess it's not really important though. doesn't even pertain to my situation in fact. i tried something new, i did very very little of it (half a pill if you wanna know), had a hell of a time, but im probably never going to do it again. it was too much fun, like i always said i
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i'm not even going to get into the fact that you smoke every fucking weekend now pretty much, and you said you weren't ever gonna get back into pot again.
you're stuider.
LOVE mer.
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WTF?!
last night was UNBELIEVABLE
period.
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^^
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