Rant 1/inf. Day 2 of Junior Year at the most depressing, tiresome uni ever...
Rant
Yesterday was super awesome. Today...not so much. People can be so awkward to be around if you don't know them well!!! And I kept screwing up calculations in lab, but my partner was waiting for me. But seriously, it was like my mind was a glob of molasses sliding slipping down wood. Yea. Today sucked. Oh, and not only that, but my friend dropped out of a club that I only joined for her. *sigh* At the risk of sounding like a pessimistic and superficial drama queen, all that I ask is that I have nice homo sapiens in my classes. Or, people who are friendly, and people who I can glance at when the teacher's not looking and give a look to about how difficult the topic is or something. I mean, come on.
And it was awesome that I thought my class started at 9:20, when in fact, it started at 9. Woot woot. I sure do love my observational skills.
Ok, fine, so my day sucked. Whatever. Nope, that's not the end. So I went to about five hospitals looking to shadow a physician, because yea, that's what us psychotic pre-meds have to do. I went to the docs at each floor and talked to their secretaries, left notes, called the departments of the hospitals. And what did I get at the end? Nuttin! Not one phone call....well, alright, now I'm exaggerating because I did get a phone call back from the Urologist saying that he would be able to, but only on Monday, and guess what? Monday-Friday I'm at college from 9 - 6. So yea, it wasn't gonna happen anyways.
I promised myself that I'd keep a positive outlook on everything this year, and try to keep being bubbly and vivacious and crazy, but it's just so hard when you're surrounded by all-to-serious, driven, competitive drones. No offense. I love people. It's just that they piss me OFF.
Alright, I'm going to go to genetics now. Oh, and the only good thing right now is the FmA BbC. *sigh*