Why does a wise man take leave of his senses?Where is that fine line where sanity melts?

[mertvie_tsveti]

Along with it becoming obvious that I never made a fake name for myself here, it also showed me that nobody read my journal anymore either. No, this is not some pathetic "please comment on my journal" plea but just an observation. I didn't start this journal to be popular or to have 400 friends listed on my list, it was for myself and I guess that

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[dandelion_love]

listening to the whoo-ing sound of the blaring horn coming from latenight trains are alwys soothing to me. i'm sorry about what yr dad said. especially hearing something like that from him. *hugs* and don't even worry about your weight. love yourself as you are w/o any modifications. ♥
as for the fakename thing. i never knew other people did it as well. i only used my nickname (ophie) because everyone including people in my family have been calling me that for awhile.

[lissyroo]

I can relate to alot of what you are saying.

You want the anonymity because the last thing anyone wants is someone they know knowing their inner most thoughts and feelings.The journal is an escape.

And direction in life...Im lost too.

As for the weight thing..this is one of my big issues. During school, I had gained alot of weight.I've now lost 12 lbs because I don't really eat much...and I know that this si far from healthy either.

I love sitting on the train..Very soothing. Great place to think or catch up on hw/readings.Many times Id wish my train ride was longer.

I have to get to bed soon. Blah.

[netty_81]

I still read your journal...I don't think your dad should have been so hard on you. You're only going to be a sophomore in college, and you do have goals in your life...sounds like you just don't have faith in the human race right now, which I totally agree with! I myself struggle with this hate and distrust for others, especially after the things I have experienced this year. I think you're a beautiful person, inside and out! (And don't worry about the frizzy hair--mine is doing the same thing--it's got to be this summer weather):)

[xjanedoe]

i love the train, however i don't ride it often. sorry , about your dad freaking out on you. sometimes that happens to me too. i have gained alot of weight and lost it in my time (eventhough i'm 16, in the past year or so i've lost around 20 pounds..). and my hair is a big fro. because its africa hot outside. by advice is by some friz ease by john frida. its a miracle worker.. just get the serum to start you out, trust me it'll help a bunch. hope everything gets better soon :)

[glittermascara]

Well I still read your journal...sometimes I just get behind and it takes me a week or so to see all the entries. Sorry I haven't commented in a while. But I should be getting better on that.

I think that was wrong of your dad to say those things to you. You'll know what to do with your life when its time to decide. Those things just happen naturally. You can't let someone force you to decide when to do something.

Don't be so hard on yourself about the way you look. My weight goes up and down a lot and its so annoying when my clothes won't fit. I just keep that in mind and try really hard to lose weight. But I understand that is a really hard thing. And don't feel bad about having fuzzy hair. I have the worst looking hair in the world. lol!*

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