Interesting, very very interesting ( Read more... )

so im joining the Air Force soon. and i went and took my testing, HOLY SHIT! i thought yah maybe i could get a cool computer job or something. i tore that test apart! and it looks like i will be working with space ships for NASA! WOW still stuned... this ROCKS!

so i got the "call" today. (the call being the one from the Air Force recruiter saying IM IN!) so im in a pretty good mood. althou i had to quit my run after only 1 mile... it is apparently ALOT harder to run with the hiccups than one would think.... anyways that is all. i am happy. signing off.

January 24, 2005 ( Read more... )

so this semester i have business english, english 101, algebra, and goventment. i jsut spent the past 6 hours doing NOTHING BUT HOMEWORK, and enjoyed it??? WTF?!?! i mean i hated this shit in high school, and now somehow i can just comprehend it all. like some fog has cleared and its a straight shot to the otherside. i mean it took forever but i ( Read more... )

yah, so i ran into one of my EX's today, HOLY SHIT! yah she has a kid now, and weighs about 210 lbs, and is on her way to a devorce. so needless to say im doing allright in comparison. damn glad i got outta that disaster waiting to happen....

December 26, 2004 ( Read more... )

i dont know.. i just look back at alot of things now and wish i could have done them differnetly. we wont get into specifics but there are a lot of them. so many missed oppertunitys. so many that i wished i wouldnet have taken. i would normaly say that those "mistakes" make me the person i am today, wich is true, but i dont think i like that person ( Read more... )

monotone.. seems to fit right now. everything seems to be just blah.. im home but not home, hanging out with freinds, but they seem like strangers. no car to go anywhere with, no one to go out and do anything with, just same shit different day, i just want to be happy. i cant even find happiness in the simple things anymore. games are boring, tv ( Read more... )

its like a drug, you get a tase of it, a little "different" at first, then you start to feel it, you like it. then a little later you get another taste, like it even more, then you go without for a little but, but you want it, you can deal at first. then you get a little taste again, and you realize how much you missed it. then you get cut off. "NO ( Read more... )