ha ha funny thing how i hated people whosuddenly dont love you after going in bed with em....i was madly inlove with rich like frst few weeks i met him.....then we hung out hooked up frst night...hung out again i slept over second night stuff happend....after that i just slowly stopped talking to him...as if that feeling was gone....is that why i ( Read more... )

i fucking hate you....ur such a hypocrit..your the one who always says " dont add to the problem" while meenwhile this morning you idnt change your course for a biker as my mom says dont you see him.....and u say question is does he see us....we are obviously much bigger and it wont kill us to merge to the left a little...your just adding onto the ( Read more... )

thats right now you know how i feel ( Read more... )

today was so fun hung out with dan from hicksville .....lol it was kewl we met up at the mall i ate burbon chicken he ate the thing he pointed to lol.... went around the mall then went to utopie he got fishnets..o the way back he let me try these clove cigarettes they were sooooo gooood its also black........we went to ikea and wewent to my futon ( Read more... )

Images

these images of suicide haunt me
i see it in my head
see the reactions of my frnds
hurts real bad
i stay alive
but i cant live any longer
only thing keeping me alive are these images
i dont want to hurt anyone

ugh thats it i give up...i dont care nemore ..movingon like i should have 4 months ago and yeah.........me and brian r going sumwher with things so thats a big turn around for me .....ummmmmm hes not really into the smoking scene so i mgiht have to stop with that but things r still unsure between me n him so ihafta be careful i guess ...so yeahi ( Read more... )

if yOu cant qet sOmebody oUt of yOur head
chances are that they r suppOsed tO be there

if yOu miss sOmeone that yOu love/like very much
right nOw. . .repOst this within the next 5 minutes
and they will tell yOu that they feel the same way abOut u

nOte: if yOu dont repOst this. .yOu will have bad luck in lOve
FOREVER!! ! !!

JUST VENTING ( Read more... )

im breaking i cant handle this nemore ....i dont know wat to do......these are the times i need my mom to really support me.........shes not there.....she cant accept the way i am........this really blows....im gonna and up killing myself

friday....went to pfy yeah things were fun that night its the only time of my week im "happy" today was the day phil showed the side every1 tells me about and yeah so i just thoguht ..fuck that ....i got my condoms thoough<3 lol smthn else spoiled thatn night sure i seemed ok at pfy but wen i got home i just cried for hours ( Read more... )