Well, yesterday I gradated from AIT. It was a very nice accomplishment, and it was a much better than gradating from high school. That's for damn sure. I think people should have the option of going to high school for 4 years, or joining the army for 4 years. The army would make people a man much better than whatever high school does for you. ( Read more... )

You ask, are we still friends, do I hate you. It's not really either one of those, although at this point I didn't want to see you. It is still very disappointing knowing that I am not going to see you. It's quite embarrassing all that I've went through to get you here, and plan for you to have a good time while you are here. First off, I had ( Read more... )

I am in an event, already submitted my deck got 6 minutes left to post. So this will probably be a lot of rambling that has no meaning. Just a lot of what has been going on in my head ( Read more... )

So I've been depressed for a while now, and a smile came out from the last person I would have ever dreamed it would today. I guess that's the reason why I loved her. I know she reads my livejournal now, so I gotta watch what I say. That still baffles me, how she still reads my livejournal. Almost makes me think someone still cares about me, ( Read more... )

So I guess I lost a friend for good. I may be a little preemptive on this, but I can always giveup on them in the same. Nichole has been pushing me away for a little while, and it's getting on my nerves. I felt what I did to piss her off was something small, she flipped the fuck out on me but whatever, I'll give her the space she wanted. It's ( Read more... )

Time grows near to graduation. Today I did a confidence course, my only problem was I know that I have poor balance, and I failed that task miserably. I redeemed myself through the rope climb, there are a lot of people that cannot climb a rope. It baffles me how many people cannot climb a rope, it seems so easy for me, but then again I just ( Read more... )

So it is within 30 days of me graduating. I can't believe I have almost been here for a year. Kind of hard to believe that it has been that long. Time seems to have just flown by so fast. But that is how the life in the military is, fast paced ( Read more... )

The solution is easy ( Read more... )

Well, I guess it's time to post about my trip. I went to California on Friday night, I was extremely pissed off, and about 2 seconds from just saying fuck going. If it wasn't for my room mate driving wanting to see his family, I probably wouldn't have gone. I guess I really didn't need to go, but I didn't want to make it awkward for him ( Read more... )

I really hope that my dreams have nothing to do with what is really going on. I remember a time I judged what I did by the way my dreams were going. It didn't lead my astray before, it actually kept me from getting caught smoking, and also let me know when people were about to betray me before they actually did. It was strange to think my dreams ( Read more... )