I believe I can see the future, because I repeat the same routine. I think I used to have a purpose ( Read more... )

So I guess I was wrong, I didn't go hang out with the Red Head, I am now in a tournament. First round really sucked, I had an opponet who though he would try to shit talk saying how I got lucky, I missed an important click, and I lost the game due to it. He got the match, I won my next two rounds and I am in round 4 of 7 right now. Having a lost ( Read more... )

A weekend is really too short. There is so much that happens on a weekend, not really, but it seems like the one two things that I would like to do on the weekend just so happen conflict on times. I have a pretty good idea what I'm going to go do, even though the second options is the one I want to do. Seems kind of odd, when I explain the two ( Read more... )

Insert random ranting and raving below.

I love her, I want her, and I can't fucking have her. What kind of fucked up world do I live in.
*tear*

It is a wednesday. If it was Friday night I could understand why I can't go to sleep, but it's not. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, so I have the day off for the most part. I really don't need the sleep, but I like sleeping. Anymore it seems like it is the only thing that I can do right, and that makes me happy at the same time. Tomorrow is going to ( Read more... )

So this weekend wasn't really that bad at all. I got some good pictures of myself, and a couple of my friends. I need to get more pictures of my friends, but I don't want them to all be military photos. BCo had training this weekend with Charlie. We showed them the big army dick, and made them clean our weapons. They had to do pickup at the ( Read more... )

I got Saturday training this week. This is probably the worst training we've got so far. We are doing Convoy Live Fire. The thing with this is, it is no longer SOP for soldiers to be on the back of an open vehicle guarding. It just doesn't happen anymore, yet we are going to train for it. Not only that, but we've had 4 trainings to do it, two ( Read more... )

I'm not going to explain myself to much on this one, or really try to justify anything about it. I went out to eat today with my red headed friend, and then when we got done I went and ran 3 miles, did some pull-ups, because the gym was closed. Went to formation, and then I went to the movies with my same red headed friend. She was the one who ( Read more... )

I guess the goals thing isn't going to work as planned. My first idea I had was to tell Rauscher how I feel about her, and what she did to me pissed me off. Well, I did, it was the first thing I did in the morning, but it turned out to me going out to lunch with her today. It is a pretty late lunch, but yeah, it didn't work out. The whole point ( Read more... )

Maybe I am leading Katie on to much. I don't really know, because I tell her I don't want a relationship with her because it won't work out. I would be leaving for Iraq soon after I graduate, and she'd be without me for 12-18 months. She already has a problem with losing friends, and if she has no one to be with her while her Husband is out, I'm ( Read more... )