i had such a great weekend. =]

wonderful.
fantastic.
amazin'.

saturday afternoon(ish) was my little cousin matt's 10th birthday party, so family party at their house as usual. then saturday night, went to a party with ashley, allan(alfred), patty/patrick, nicole, and romeo. fun ass party =] better that most i've been to, for a while. haha hmm. slept ( Read more... )

today was fun (: finally saw forgetting sarah marshall (hilarious) with arpee, chloe, lois, ally, and ian.

i love fridays.

=]
family party tomorrow, then studying for chem midterm 2 for the rest of the weekend. i'm such a nerd. =/

i was gonna write about how much of a lazy ass i was today, but my mom just called me asking me the funniest shit of my life.

"saira, who is FLAVA FLAV?"
but she obviously pronounced it like: PLAY-BA PLAY-B.

i almost fell off my chair, dying of laughter. then i explained to her who he was, and she asked me if he was really famous and why he is, ( Read more... )

i know i'm going to seem a bit bipolar, but it's not like anyone reads this shit anyhow. but today was good. great actually. so much better than the past few days, and i'm glad. things are starting to get better, and i feel much better. i'm DONE moping around being a pessimistic bitch. i'm better than that. and those who love me always bring out ( Read more... )

as much as i'd like not to regret the past, i still do. i still have this continuous feeling of uneasiness and anxiety about him. i spend far too much time  thinking about this, and i really want to just erase it from my mind. i deserve better, just as they all tell me. i definitely don't deserve to be the one who feels this way, because i honestly ( Read more... )

today was an okay day, to say the least. class as usual... and the disgusting weather made me feel sick. it's like 400 fucking degrees in november. one word: whuddahail?! but anyways, i've been such a downer lately and that needs to change. i just need time, like always. and i'll be perfectly fine. this week has nothing exciting in store besides ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling.
i hate this feeling.
i hate this feeling.
i hate this feeling.
i hate this feeling.
i hate this feeling.

catch my drift? =/

november is no bueno.

i've never felt so empty.

not because i want to be with you...
but because i want to be without you, for good.

The time you spend trying to change someone is the time you can use to find someone who is much more worth your time. Because unfortunately, some people just never change. I could sit and pray that you'll finally grow some fucking balls, but ( Read more... )

i love...

being on track with school shit.
random text messages.
fall weather.
doing well on midterms.
Gossip Girl.
halloween.
looking forward.
reuniting.
monday nights.
doing my own thang.

this is wonderful, i know i sound too jolly for my own good. cause days like these are sort of like energy drinks, the unfortunate crash will probably be coming soon. oh ( Read more... )

people change consistently.

i've gotten pretty used to it and quite better at accepting it. hey, maybe i've changed. oh well.

anywho,

quick update on events. my birthday was chill. family dinners&night out in hollyhooood with my cousin ash. it was fun, to say the least (: yesterday was a choatic mess in the valley. traumatic for many. damn those fires ( Read more... )