here's a journal entry i did for my honors class. i thought it was interesting and funny at the same time. eh..i'm a nerd ( Read more... )

"mr. horrible, mr. horrible, telephone call for mr. horrible."

oy vey.
i'm upset.
really upset but i'm good at acting like i'm not.
i figure the longer i act the sooner i'll be okay.

"the thing that bothers me is
someone
keeps
moving
my
chair"

she's not a very good friend anyway.

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i don't know how to use the honors college online forum

this probably cannot be a good thing.

our first small group is today. man.
i'm excited. (just don't tell anyone because i'm one of those closet honors lovers)

i don't want to be here.

i'd rather get stabbed in the jaw.

yesterday was hard
this afternoon was harder

my grandfather passed away early this morning.
my mom called me this afternoon to tell me about it.
i felt like my world got a little bit colder.
i cried for hours. i couldn't help but wonder why God gives so much and takes so much more.

please pray for my family.

i was packing my stuff to leave this morning and as soon as i got it all in the car, i got this really terrible feeling like, i don't want to leave ( Read more... )

i started a change today.
diet coke.
it tastes terrible, but it's a change.

i want to be anywhere but here. i feel like i'm going out of my mind. or maybe my mind is going wild and not totally taking me with it.
i'm sure i just need to get some sleep though.

it sounds like i missed out on an exciting xtreme party. i was in bed by 10:30 that night, and don't regret it. i figured the new year was going to come whether i watched the clock or not ( Read more... )

i just finished reading brokeback mountain ( Read more... )