I'm hurt.

[mess_to_be_made]

So I am confused as to why that post turned into a "yelling at Krystle" post. I was not trying to pressure you into making a move. If you look again at the message, I asked how you felf about Allie, not what you were gonna do about it. I was not upset about you not making a move, I was upset that you dont think that you are ever good enough. Dick

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[djfost]

I don't think you do know what it's like to me. You've had other people you've had long relationships with. Don't you know that I've NEVER had a real relationship? And don't you understand that when someone throws it in your face that you're still a virgin and that the "classic dj situation" is some fucking pathetic thing that it would upset me?

I didn't mean to yell at you, I didn't mean to turn it into an angry thing. I'm just frusturated, more at myself than anything else.

That night was relevant because,I made what I know was a mistake but did it partly because I listened to other people too much. If I were to try anything with Allie it would be another mistake.

It's all stupid anyways and doesn't matter anyways. I'm alone, I'm going to be alone for a while, and I need to stop caring because that's when I get my fragile little feelings hurt.

Sorry if I made you mad. I did't mean to. I'm just tired.