i'm sorry i dragged you to the 30 hour famine and wasted some of your precious time! i bet you could've found better things to do even in this town you described as hell, well, you made it that way for yourself! you know what i think now, if you had something with a little more structure to hold on to, then you wouldn't have to escape all the time. maybe that's all i was to you, some temporary escape route, to tell you everythings gunna be okay, when you needed it. and now you don't so nothings matters. i've been feeling ungotten for a long while now. i've been fighting it, but why bother.
Hey Natalie, there are people who love you in coventry if you need us...feel better, ok? Theres another guy who wont use you as a wet blanket for only a little while. You'll be able to tell him ok, but more than that, he'll believe you, and when you cant comfort him, he'll be strong enough to pick himSELF up. that'll be a fresh breeze. So chin up. you dont deserve to be unhappy, because all you ever did was be kind to him. i'd like to tell you who i am, but i really dont have the stomach to deal with the backlash i'd get from the journalist...if you want, you can leave your email and i can tell you. :) chin up.
Re: for NataliemessiahgregJuly 21 2005, 15:34:44 UTC
Oooh... that's so cool of you. As for the 'wet blanket' comment... what the hell? If you care so much, where were you when I was the only source of positivity and affection for an incredibly special person? You were probably cuddling some other 'special' guy or girl so you didn't see the point in caring about anyone else. Ignorance may be bliss, but that's no reason to post it. -Greg
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anonymous
July 21 2005, 15:38:26 UTC
she said what you were to her and what she was to you herself. read her entry. see it?
"maybe that's all i was to you, some temporary escape route, to tell you everythings gunna be okay, when you needed it."
you call it ignorance...i call this ^ evidence. And your incredibly special ungotten isnt feeling so special at the moment. so i comforted her. excuse me. she seemed upset.
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you know what i think now, if you had something with a little more structure to hold on to, then you wouldn't have to escape all the time. maybe that's all i was to you, some temporary escape route, to tell you everythings gunna be okay, when you needed it. and now you don't so nothings matters.
i've been feeling ungotten for a long while now. i've been fighting it, but why bother.
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As for the 'wet blanket' comment... what the hell? If you care so much, where were you when I was the only source of positivity and affection for an incredibly special person? You were probably cuddling some other 'special' guy or girl so you didn't see the point in caring about anyone else.
Ignorance may be bliss, but that's no reason to post it.
-Greg
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"maybe that's all i was to you, some temporary escape route, to tell you everythings gunna be okay, when you needed it."
you call it ignorance...i call this ^ evidence. And your incredibly special ungotten isnt feeling so special at the moment. so i comforted her. excuse me. she seemed upset.
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