Goddamnit, I hate classes.
But, gotta go, gotta go.
Then back here to work on my fucking english paper.

I've been having a good past few days. Went out with Faith and her parents on Friday, then went to see Talladega Nights. Will Farrell is amusing ( Read more... )

"The discipline of suffering, of great suffering-do you not know that only this discipline has created all enhancements of man so far? That tension of the soul in unhappiness which cultivates its strength, its shudders face to face with great ruin, its inventiveness and courage in enduring, persevering, interpreting, and exploiting suffering, and ( Read more... )

What the fuck.
I go up there with happyness, I come back with lack of trust.
First I hear one thing, then I hear another contradicting it, then right after that I hear more contradictions. Then right after I think I have nothing to worry about, I hear more on the way back saying there are lies for lies?
How can I trust?
Keeping guard up.

I feel alot better now ( Read more... )

Goddamnit, I overslept and missed my fucking class, no alarm clock that's worth a shit exists in my room.
Just got off the phone with the bossman, I might not have to go to work, but I'm not sure.
I had a strange dream, about me being some sort of experimental person-turtle. No, I don't get it.

Life is pain.
god has no mercy for ending it.

Back again, gotta go to work soon. I didn't go to my english class. I was, but I realized I was vastly unprepared, and it seems easier to just turn shit in next class ( Read more... )

Ah yes, another evening ( Read more... )

Such an interesting life, to be a human. I never knew what it meant as a child, but as I grew older and the weight of the world bore down upon me, I realized it was to suffer. To suffer for some long-ago crime I don't even recall committing. Then I wondered that if we're here to suffer, then why are there good things in life? I understand that ( Read more... )