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ehh today was okay. i celebrated my dads birthday with everyone, it was fun! i was with nina all day! then i got home with my new lab top (YAY) and i was on it and it works!!! i am really happy. and me and alex are friends and i still like her and she still likes me! i am happy!!!!for once in my life... well tomorrow i have to wake up at like 6 ( Read more... )

wow tonight was odd, i was at robs house except rob wasnt there so i was with nina the whole night. rob went to austria for break, HAVE FUN ROB!! well everything else that happened today nothing much happened so farewell.

today was a long day. considering it was the last day of school before break it was so long.i still like her but i will get over it. i wont let myself get down anymore. I AM ON MY NEW LAPTOP. i love it it is so cool. spring break is starting and i cant wait to have parties!

went to acustic night... it was okay, there was alot of my friends there and jess came! i had a good time! i cant wait to go to another one. i miss alex alot and wish we went together... (we were supposed to) but oh well... stephen king night next week!!! i got children of the corn. well all and all i had an okay night missed her but at least i did ( Read more... )

crying over lost relationships..... just read the old letters alex gave me while listening to the on seatbelt song... that made me upset since i deducated that song to her a couple of days ago.... yeah i am sad.... crying....

broken hearts are hard to cope with but i am dealing with it the best i can. me and alex are over but we are still friends i believe. i need to spill my thoughts somewhere because keeping them inside is the worst thing i can do right now.

life has an odd way of doing things... it gives you a great thing, then you get fucked... i dont know what is going on..... i want alex to know that i love her and i would do anything to make her happy.... i think i am going to cry as i always do.... today was not good cheer me up and comment or im....

this song is stuck im my head so i am putting the lyrics on it and deducating it to alex cus she os so beautiful and shes great ( Read more... )