be as long as you wanna be
can you guess what this place is
your future, make it a reality
all you have to do is follow me

Let's go all the way.

I've had some crazy times
with my crazy friends
doin crazy shit
and its all hittin me
i wont see some people next year.

I hold feelings so deep rooted that nothing could ever tear them up

I want to hold you all, my ( Read more... )

 Dude,

I wish I was twleve.

Me?

I don't know what I'm doing.

don't know what to say.

graduating saturday

eep.

I <3 banana the goldfish!

I've been exercising
it feels nice
I feel like I'm worth something when I can wear a smaller size.
isn't that sick?
thats how american society makes girls feel.
models only make up 2% of the entire population of the world.

It sucks that i realize this but my body image still affects my mood
it's torture.

but now
I think I'm pretty, and now im prettier.
and ( Read more... )

 If I just believe it,
there's nothin to it.

So anyways
yesterday I:

found mr belknaps house, we also put a note in his mailbox

peed my pants while watching the strangers

vented

told paul how much of a great pal he was :)

sang with people

oh and i thought i'd have bad dreams about the movie,
but i had bad dreams about my boyfriend.
arg.
trying to be happy can ( Read more... )

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I guess those describe my situation right now,
haha

If I could,
I'd swallow my doubt,
turn it inside out
and
find nothin but faith in nothing.

:( meh

Wanna put my tender

heart in a ( Read more... )

I have finished high school

It's weird, it doesn't feel like it's over.

Life has always been an extreme roller coaster ride for me.
I'm always up or down
but never both at the same time
not in the middle,
but up and down at the same time.

Weird.

Feeling a bit alone.

Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes

Today will be good
party tonight

 Hey,

what's up?

She said
give it to me
like i want you to
fuck me like you mean it
and
make me come for you