im slowly remembering what it's like to be a good student. I sincerely hope this lasts ( Read more... )

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all shit aside I hope that one day soon the nightmares and anxiety about all this will stop. I guess you can't expect four years of the past to atrophy into thin air.

but it would be nice to think that even the back of my brain isn't worried anymore.

New Year's Eve.

Boston.

with him......

and finally in love.

Both of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when I'm alone

I make believe that

I'm in a different time and place where

nobody wants to

know my name and

no one will recognize my face

2am.

im thinkin about how lucky i've been.

need to take a moment to myself.

6am.

im thinkin bout how lonely i've been.

need to take a moment to myself.

one that was just as big a part of yours, as it was of mine.

way too many questions I need answers to.

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here we go again.....

In that room where you sit,

Where you live,

I know it's good to you

God, i know it's good to you

In your fear where you lay

Where you think it eases all the pain

All the pain of what you made.