shell smashed.

juices flowin.

wings twitch.

legs are goin.

dont get sentimental.

it always ends up drivel.

one day i am going to grow wings.

a chemical reaction.

hysterical and useless.

hysterical and let down

and hangin around.

crushed - like a bug in the ground....

I'm going to continue to be good to my family, my brothers that live by me and the rest of my extended family that keeps me living.

Hell yeah, motherfucker, I've made plenty of mistakes. Thank god I'm young. I'm ready to keep fighting.

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felt good to sit side by side and have things to talk about for hours again. no more silence - I ain't afraid anymore. and if I could i'd sleep in the sun all day thinking.

alas - to work I go.

   bedtime. work in New York City tomorrow at Columbia Records. Day #1. Here's to the real life. Cheers, I'm done fucking around.

Rest in Peace

Paul Gray
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i dont fucking know anymore, man.

that's the truth. and I've been sparse on here because i just have so many things I still have to work out before I'm ready to open up again. I can't keep diggin up dirt.

its killing me.

I am a stronger person than I was before I left for Athens.