well... i haven't updated in forever... life's been a blur... can't tell wut's goin on or wut's gonna happen... just takin it all as it hits me... ever so slowly...

godspeed

( mic check, 1, 3... )

brand new lj layout! yay

christmas is coming soon... i don't know why it makes people excited... it never made me excited... maybe it's the fact that nobody's done anything for me on christmas... nobody cares... nobody tries... and not a thought of me comes to their minds... same with my birthday... my parents have never asked me, "Hey wut do u want for your birthday?" ( Read more... )

when i went to disneyland the other night and watched the fireworks, i looked at people's faces more than the fireworks... and then the fake snow...i watched the people's faces... i just watched how a machine could make people happier than anything... i watched old people who have been grumpy all day light up with smiles on their faces as the snow ( Read more... )

"hell i like you, you can come over to my house and fuck my sister"

i am the stupidest man alive... nobody cares about me, i should just go and jump off a 2 story building cuz i'd be too scared to jump off 3... if i truly wanted to kill myself, i probably couldn't cuz i'm such a pussy...
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I made a new sn... it's barfxcore... im me if u wish... i bet nobody will
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JOIN MethXcorE u assholes

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