I really don't want to reminisce about the past year because it sucked. I don't want to think about the new one because I don't have he energy.

What I really want is to have special people to share special things with. And lots of cuddling that isn't of a sexual nature. And understanding or acceptance from those special people.

I do not want to feel ( Read more... )

 But I'm back now. And I'm bored as shit. So call me NOW! And give me ideas for doing. Because we are friends and we like to hang out.

The Lucky in question being my first and best birthday present this year (possibly the best ever). He is my newest addition to my already motley assortment of pets. He is a Pit Bull/Rottweiler mix and is approximately two years old.  We heard about him through Eric from Ally from Lana from Rachelle. So we called Rachelle last night after hearing a  ( Read more... )

I'm still alive. I think. And HOT DAMN do I feel good. The bitch cried at the merre mention of my name. Not that I'd encouraged the test, but I have to laugh at the results. ~sigh~ Got everything but the new garb squared away for war. Paid dues and pre reg, sent emails to the clan officers telling them when I'd be arriving and how big my tent is. ( Read more... )

I've been a very busy kitten this week. Monday was lanyard making at chaosdomain. tuesday and wednesday were my weekend filled with school and stuffs. Thursday we loaded in and began setup for Exotica and had more school. Yesterday I worked the dayjob for 8 hours and worked Exotica from 930 till almost 3. Me and Darks Choir were the last to leave. ( Read more... )

Sometimes things just don't make sense. I'm beginning to be okay with that now. Does it matter that people are being shuffled about in my head? Not so much. Does it bother me that I miss some of my old homies? Yeah, but I'm working on making contact. Am I feeling low and shitty because I'm ruining a person that loves me? Yep. Not like it's on ( Read more... )

I've been hermiting for the past few months. It's been pretty cool. With the exception of a certian dirt flinging bitchfest with an ex friend, things have been pretty drama free arround here. I proved that I can keep up the lack of drama when ineracting with homies. Yes, I went  to Luna last night for Schuster's birthday. I had fun, talked ( Read more... )

Me thinks there might be a hitch...should anyone REALLY care all that much? Of course the people that pay attention to what I have to say are, by and large, exempted for any of my ravings here ( Read more... )

Sometimes, it really isn't how many you get or how much each one counts. It really is how you play the game. And all these years I've had Mike's words ringing through my head: "Don't hate the player, hate the game.". I'm seeing more and more advances to my own strategic maneuvers. Biding my time really seems to be paying off. My flock appears to ( Read more... )

"Oh what tangled webs we weave when first we practice to decieve"
Quote of the day. I forget who said it but it applies to almost everyone.

Bring it on honies. I've got a whole lot of ammo. Places to haunt. Time to kill.

Sometimes, like now, I feel aggressive. And I long for the old times when a good 'ol bar brawl wasn't punishable by law.