4 months
Today has been four months since my sweet niece Emily passed away.
Every 11th of the month, I've been having bad days and emotional distress for which I cannot explain...then the date dawns on me, and everything makes sense, yet hurts all the more...:(
I don't think that Paul knows what to do with a crying mess called Mel this evening, nor did Jen one month ago in Vegas.
I just wish that you could be right here with me right now baby.
Since that's not happening, I'll settle for a one-way ticket to Honolulu to bounty hunt with my one and only love Leland Chapman. <3