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[metaler]

It seems that recently things haven't been going all that well. Sorting through my things today as I sorted my room out it kinda gave me perspective on my life and a lot of things. Things really aren't how I wanted them or how I intended, so many things have gone wrong and theres so many things that are going wrong that I cant really help. Its

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[amordemorte]

I know how you feel. I've let this year pass me by, and not that much I'm sure but to me it's been a lot

[metaler]

I know and thanks for that, just seems things are all stackin up against me

[high_on_hate]

its like i'm looking in a mirror when you say all that, this year has gone by and have i achieved? nothing, i'm in a dead end job which i swore i would never let myself do, but i had no option, it was that or have no job at all. it seems to me no one cares about qualifications anymore, its all about "Experience". all the things i wanted to do by the time i was 20 and i've done none of them, i have 9 months to totally turn my life around, but where the hell do you start? and the more i think about it the more it gets me down, as you say its drains you, and then you dont even have the energy to try and change things :(

anyway i guess what i'm trying to say is i know how you feel and your not the only one *hugs*

[metaler]

I know how you feel, I used to have plans and things I wanted to do and such but everythings just gone down the drain. I mean I cant even move out of this rubbishy dead end job I have. I mean its not what I like doing, and like you said everyjob i found all required experience, grades and such dont count for nothing it would seem these days, it just means we have nothing and no way to get where we want to be if i could ever figure what that is.
I just get the feeling things are gonna get worse. They always do. Its just a case of what its gonna be this time, and I've got yet more bad news coming when i have chance to call someone and find what it is.