As xmas rolls by and the new year approaches. My mates and I have our train and club tickets for Nottinghams Rock City, the best Rock/Metal club in the England. I cant wait. I'm gonna rock'n'roll all nite ( Read more... )

Well its xmas time and I have to confess that from my last entry I was happily mistaken about my ex. She did not cheat on me. The pic was of her friend and b/f but she understood why I might have jumped to a different conclusions. She laughed:-D I miss her but...... it wont work out between us and we both know it. Shame but thats life.

I have had a hangover since I split up with my ex. Dont know why really. Had a dream about her while I was sleeping with someone else last night. I dont get it. I dont get it!! Its probably because I felt the loneliness again. I dont want her back and now that I'm 95% certain that she cheated me while we were together. How do I know? The pics that ( Read more... )

I do. I am tired of this feeling. My relationships dont seem to work. I give a lot and I'm tired of not getting at least half what I given. Fuck them all.

But anyway thats life. You take the rough with the smooth. Even though I have had quite more rough than smooth.

Sadness I feel.
RIP Dimebag

Well Slimes was........ what I expected actually. It was cool. Went with the ex and we had a cool time until she felt a bit too drunk, so we left early and I took her home. We had a good chat(its funny that when you are drunk you are more open with yourself) we wondered why we were not still together but when there is that little thing missing... ( Read more... )

.........at SLIMELIGHTTTTT
I am finally going there. After years and years of people talking about and me saying to myself one day, one day. That day is here. Funnily enough I'm going with my ex(we only broke up a few days ago)

We have decided that its best if we are just friend as there was that spark missing. We did go out for 2 months. What did we do after this decision?....We went to see the new Bridget Jones movie!! Not bad, quite funny

.......time to maybe split up with her. Its sad but I been thinking a lot. I think she probably wants this too. We are supposed to be watching Bridgitte Jones tomorrow. I see how that goes. Its not that we argue or have fights but she is very emotionless and I can stand some but its getting to much.

Things are getting better but the financial stuff(which some of it is my fault) might get a little bit worse ( Read more... )