Sometimes I wonder about what I've been doing with my life, it seems like verything I've done or tried to do is just preparation for the rest of my life. It doesn't seem like anything I do has any kind of instant gratification. Anything I try to do that would give that kind of gratification just blows up in my face. I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

Yeah, it's been a long time since I posted here on LJ, I just wanted to see how many of my old friends are still here. Life's taken a pretty crazy turn in the past few months, I graduated high school, got enrolled in college, but everything else has fallen apart in my life. Thinking back on it now, trying to get involved romantically with one of ( Read more... )

Shit

I just got a call from an air force recruiter, and I'm completely qualified to join!! At the end of my senior year, I'm off to Dayton, Ohio for basic training, sure to be a bitch. I can handle it though, 43 situps, 41 pushups, and run a mile and a half in 12 minutes or under. I'm only worried about the pushups though, the most I've ever done in my ( Read more... )

Ah, Super Troopers...the movie of the gods ( Read more... )

Well, other than going to Kennywood and having the time of my life, nothing exciting has happened...so my life is just okay at the moment.


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This should be fun..I have a whole...couple people on my friends list lol ( Read more... )

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Well, it's been...a...while since I've updated...and for fear of my life, I've decided to do it now ( Read more... )

Ok, now I'm just plain confused. I don't know anyone anymore. It seems like they're a million miles away when they're right next to me. Even my close friends are seeming distant lately..I'm feeling more and more like suicide everyday. I'm interested in my friend Ashley, like, more than a normal friend, but I don't want to kill everything between me ( Read more... )