sometimes i wish i was really fucking retarded. like full-on, drooling-on-myself, assisted-living retarded. maybe then i wouldn't give a flying fuck if people treated me like shit everyday. i just wouldn't notice.

this is the tenth day in a row i've worked at a store that's not even open. i told herb i was feeling sick so i could leave early today. then i came home and read some pathetic dude's blog for about two hours. maybe three. aside from being incredibly worn-out and kind of sick, i'm in a shitty, shitty mood today. someone's gone and pissed me off, ( Read more... )

oh, i was walking around by pike place market on saturday, and we ran into josh homme. that shit's funny! i didn't say anything to that freak, but i should have. that evening would have been much better had i spent it doing speed and breaking bottles over people's heads with josh homme. could you pick up that name i just dropped? thanks. josh homme ( Read more... )

no more rpi! today was my last day. i worked ONE HOUR. then i gave peter a hug and left. jenni and i went to tower since it was their last day, too. i bought two cd's i've been wanting for months. cost me less than 2 bucks. our tower was the very last one in the country to close. well, according to rob. he's crazy, though. anyway, tomorrow jenni ( Read more... )

so last night booger hit me up- told me that the eagles of death metal were playing a private party up here and asked me if i wanted to go. um, yeah, dude. of course! that shit was COMPLETELY unpublicized. he texted dave catching and got me and acacia on "the list." he told us where it was (pier 30, which is literally a PIER), but he didn't know ( Read more... )

jenni was talking to ray yesterday, and homeslice said that he once overheard bob loblaw and pop-pop talking about how american women are stupid and that they beat their women in romania. now, that's no surprise coming from bob 'cause that dude looks like a fuckin' drug dealer, but i thought pop-pop was a total pansy ( Read more... )

a few days ago, i think it was my second day at RPI, this dickhead from printing got pissed at me for telling him to do his job (which is my job), so he gave me the finger. i thought it was pretty funny until yesterday when he asked jenni out on a date right in front of me. HEY, ASSHOLE- ME AND JENNI ARE QUITE OBVIOUSLY FRIENDS. SHE'S NOT GONNA GO ( Read more... )

so that secret machines breakfast? not as awkward as i thought it would be. not nearly. i was the only female winner, which struck me as really odd. i thought it would be a bunch of crazy, collage-making girls. everyone was pretty normal, though. i sat at brandon's table because, well, i think he's rad. this really talkative guy and a weird asian ( Read more... )

since i saw the secret machines play at the showbox a little bit ago, i decided i liked them a lot. memphis show- not so hot. somehow, this one was amazing. also, i took a promo copy of their new cd from work when it came out a while back, and it's totally killer ( Read more... )

yesterday i was just loitering around the registers at work and this old guy walked by waving two tickets and saying, "anyone want two bob dylan tickets for tonight?" i said, "are they free?" he said, "i've been asking 80 bucks for the pair. they originally were 50 each." i turned him down and told him that i would have gladly bought them if i had ( Read more... )