Wow, Life is a wonderful thing.

[metalheadloser]

First of all a few confessions. Last night I chilled with my homeboy, Milt0n. I was supposed to goparty with two of my other homeboys, Nick and Brandan but it looked like those two weren't gonna show up so I hit up milt0n and I invited him over ya know what I'm sayin? And we were juss chillin and I had a particularly crappy day, and I slipped,fell,

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[evercherished]

All I can say is I'm glad you confessed. Now, if I were you I'd do some serious repenting of those sins.
I love you and as my brother is Christ I don't want to see you fall.
I care about your well-bring and this makes me sad because you are jsut getting started and you can't really afford to be doing what you are doing.
Please know I am not mad at you. I just want the best for you. I want to se you in Heaven. I want to see you be serious.
I'm praying for you.
I'll never stop praying for you.

-Stephanie

[chibikuso]

Nathan I don't mean to sound bitchy or pushy but I am kinda concerned. I am happy about your sister having a baby and all but the events before all of that get me kind of worried. I love you and I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

Think about how happy you were after you were baptised and how much your life was looking up? Do you really want to ruin that? That feeling is better than any feeling that you could get off of any drug or anything like that...plus drugs ruin your body and your life and your family.

It seems like you are fine and you don't want drugs or alcohol when your...for lack of better words, church friends are around. But then when you get around your old friends everything just goes back to normal...

Please think about this Nathan. I'm not trying to boss you around or tell you what to do...I just want you to take what I am saying into consideration. I love you.

[evercherished]

you just can't handle everything all at once, which is understandable -- but you can't ignore everything else around you.. you can put less emphasis on them, but .... ya

I don't know what to say to you anymore because I feel as though I'm being pushed out of your life.

[standbesideyou]

well im not going to try and say, you need to think about things. or, you need to do whatever and correct "your sins" or anything. but what i am going to say is this. i turned out shitty from drugs. and i dont want to see you go through what i did. its your decision no matter what, and no matter what i am still going to be your brother. i care deeply about you, and just dont want to see you go through the same shit i did. k buddy? cya

Just nothing

[anonymous]

Umm i guess nathan...i dont no...nick never loved me i guess...im not sure what i did to him...it hurts but then again i dont care. 1 yer just gone. all i gave up for him is gone. i guess drugs are more important. but im working with his sis and maybe his mom to get him help.drugs is all he cares about. why he pushing me away...after all he told me he loved me for over a year and even in the past 4 months. love... it sucks...when the guys who says hed marry you and says he love you and says youll get back together break your heart...its crazy...guess allison is better and probbaly does drugs too...i did drugs myself and watched my bro do it and now he in jail...i hate him sometimes for hurting me...but then again i kinda think he still cares...the independent hat he probbaly still wears that i gave him... the shirts...i dont no im dumb for even posting this...i no you hate me....so bye...
Jessy

Re: Just nothing

[anonymous]

Also...Please dont do drugs like Nick and Brandan do...They really are fuckin nicks life up and is forgeting who cares...i been thinkin and i dont want him or need him right now i just really want to help him...hopefully his parents will take what ive told them seriously...Moving on is good right? At least i no i have mike f. We will just see what happens...Im not even sure about what i feel like if want to wait and see if hell realize i care or just forget it...im pathetic...i guess im just kinda still holding on to the old nick...and what we shared...im not even sure why im tellin you all this...i guess im just this all out cause im not sure where else i should...nathan...please dont get into drugs liek nick is and doing it everyday thinkin thats life and how to "live life" think about the people you could hurt the poeple youll once push away thinkin they are nothing and goin to people who truly dont care...im one of those poeple getting pushed away...and ill tell you now that it hurts...it hurts to see the person that once said he