So, I thought today would be alright, normal sunday filled with wrestling and the thought of going to school tomorrow. But, I was wrong, wayy wrong, My mom got this e-mail saying that I haven't been in school since the 27th...and if they don't hear from my mom, they're gonna withdraw me. I don't remember what the date was on it but I have a feeling ( Read more... )

It's been a loong time since I've written in this thing. I don't even know where to start. I did it again...I jumped ahead, thought somethin was goin somewhere and it didn't. I've finally realized that if I DO get a girl, it won't be for a long time. It seems like no one wants me and why would they?? I dunno, I'm really trying to not put myself ( Read more... )

i wonder what wud have happened if i had gotten what i wanted? Would my life be the way it is now...? There's always the questions..there's never an answer. I wish that I could be with the girl i have my eye on..but for some reason..i have a feeling she wants nothing to do with me.. maybe friends will always be better. I wanna think that everything ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinkin about this sketch I saw on the Chapelle Show..it was like "A Moment In the Life of Lil' John". Holy shitmonkeys, I don't remember anything that was ever that funny to me, except the other episode of the Chapelle Show with Rick James on it. But anyway abt this skit...it's like 10 minutes long and like every other minute you hear ( Read more... )

And there she was in all her beauty, not having to say a word, just smile ( Read more... )

So it snowed...big fuckin deal...everytime it snows no one ever wants to do anything...every1 juss wants to stay inside...I'm bored and theres ot a damn thing I can do about it..i fuckin hate this.

I didn't think that simple things could get difficult...or that simple decisions could be so fake and unreal. It sucks that the people you consider to be your closest friends, will still lie to you. Shit like that used to bother me, not anymore though. It's hard to fix things in your life when all you think about is the past, and what has already ( Read more... )

Okay, so I've been trying to freakin write in this stupid non saving journal for the past week...the staus quo? NADA!! ZILCH!! NUTHIN! So tonight, I am going to ONCE AGAIN attempt the seemingly impossible. Okay, so there aren't very many people who read this journal that don't already know that the Atlant Wrestling Federation(AWF) finally had it's ( Read more... )

Life seems a lot different when everything you've become accustomed to suddenly isn't there ( Read more... )

Suppose everything's done, suppose there's nowhere to go and nothing to do...what then? What if you've completed everything that you've set for yourself in life...all your goals...all your dreams...do you just not get out of bed? or do you just go through days not "wanting"? Or do you just make your goals that much more challenging? Honestly, I don ( Read more... )