carpe diem.

[metalheartinnyc]

my lids are so heavy but my mind is so awake. and all this stress and fighting my body just can't take. i feel like i need out, some outlet to be alone. i work 8 hour days and i dream of being with you. and when i am, i'm not. we're not living just existing. and it's not enough for me. how can i be 21 and still not know what i want out of life.

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i need to love you.

[starseth]

i dont think you relize just how far you have come. i think you have grown emensly as a person since we have been together. you are much better at controling yourself and you have become a much more happy person from what i see. time and time again i tell you how we are going to move outta this shit town, and we will! its just not easy for us to do right now. and that why im tryin my hardest to not just for you but for me and us too. i love you and im gunna marry you. push all you want but im not moving, im right here with you.

Re: i need to love you.

[metalheartinnyc]

you are the single greatest thing that has ever happened to me. and the only thing that makes me truely happy inside. i can't even say i love you enough. but i love you and i'll keep saying it forever.