Sometimes I Wonder.......why does time seem to fly when you're enjoying life? I mean my son who was born almost 1 year ago is fixing to have his first birthday. I wish time would stop or slow down a bit. I always seem to be working and not spending enough time with my baby. Yet by the time I do get home its long enough to cook dinner and get the ( Read more... )

1. It's always nice to know that it's you against the world full of people trying to bring you down. Especially when your own fucking parents wont back you up in anything. Fuck them both! As long as I have my music to get me through the nights, my husnand to stand by my side & my kids behind me then I fucking do anything. I dont need fucking anyone ( Read more... )

For a good while Jesse had been out of work due to the winter season. So he's home all day, playing video games & making messes. Not watching Skyler, so then when I get home I get to hear nothing but bitching & complaining from my mother about Jesse. I'm not the one she has a problem with but I'm the one who gets in trouble for it though! Then on ( Read more... )

Jesse had asked m,e today if he could have a night out with one of his buddies. WTF? Have I EVER gotten a night to myself since I met him? HELL FUCKING NO! But his friend is supposedly leaving for the Job Core for a few months, but yet he is still here. And he wants a night with his buddy when I dont even get a few hours for myself let alone, do I ( Read more... )

Into my van. My mom keeps threating to kick me out. Well I've had enough. I can't take anymore of her shit. Well I'm going to go make some cookies. And drown my sorrows in them.

I quit my job to watch my bf's son, it was more money that was I was making at the time. Now it's nothing to me. I got kicked out of school. I'm prego. This depression keeps getting worse. I honestly think Jesse doesnt love me anymore. My best friend in the entore world, my older brother, won't even talk to me anymore. He stopped talkin to me when ( Read more... )

About anything. I've fallen into depression again and havent been able to pull myself out of it. It's been a good 2 1/2 weeks since I got it. I'm about ready to just give up on everything. ...completely. 

Feeling so fucking depressed. I can't ever seem to do any fucking right anymore. Not since I got pregnant. Jess seems to only want to have sex and thats it. He gets mad when I ask him to help me with his own son and around the house. He doesnt ever listen to me ex. he has to redo insurance papers for sky, i told him like fucking 4 times today to do ( Read more... )

On August 25, 2008 my fiance Jesse and I found out that I'm pregant. Up to today I am about 6 weeks along. My mom is finally divorced, we have moved into an apartment. my older brother has come home from the war in Afghanastan. He traveled through Europe for 3 weeks. my little brother is still locked up. :( But he is doing great. he'll probably get ( Read more... )

Well I'm finishing up my second semester of college. Getting a little harder. Mom finally left Jeff. We are now living with my g'rents(again). But it's a place for now.  My 19th bday is coming up. I feel old just thinking about it. I'm in a wonderful relationship with a guy named jesse. We have been together, as of tomorrow, for 3 months. I get ( Read more... )