You have been different. You don't consider anyone else anymore, its all you. Like only you and your boyfriend are in the world. And then your a bitch to everyone until you really need them.
Honestly, (obviously I don't know you very well, but) I think you're setting yourself up for some poetic teenage heartbreak, however that is inevitable at some point or another and is better to get it over with earlier rather than later, and I think you have the capacity to use your intelligence to see both above the faults of idealism and the pointlessness of cynicism and can perhaps reach that lofty frame of mind inbetween where true happiness can be achieved.
I really hope you're wrong about my inevitable poetic teenage heartbreak; I'm pretty sure I already lived that once, afterall. However I think you've made a fairly accurate analysis otherwise. I've been searching for that perfect balance of ideas, but it's safe to say I have a while to go until I reach "true happiness".
I hope I'm wrong too, and I didn't realize you already had one. It just seems when teenage girls offer so much of their hearts they're really asking for trouble. Then again, this is coming from a guy who has been acting like an overprotective father with his female friends since he was five.
Good luck, anyway, that true happiness shit is hard to find.
Haha, I understand. I think I have changed in a lot of ways, but in many ways I have stayed very much the same. The only person who can really verify that is AC, I think. Ask her.
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You don't consider anyone else anymore, its all you.
Like only you and your boyfriend are in the world.
And then your a bitch to everyone until you really need them.
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I don't think you should need a livejournal post to find out what others think about you.
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It just seems when teenage girls offer so much of their hearts they're really asking for trouble.
Then again, this is coming from a guy who has been acting like an overprotective father with his female friends since he was five.
Good luck, anyway, that true happiness shit is hard to find.
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