i miss you and i don't know what to do

can't stop listening to Coldplay, Annie says that must mean i'm feeling reflective & depressed

i think she may be right

The future freaks me out

And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me.

Just until sundown
Just one more day I could hold you
Without you pushing me away

it's just that i'm not 100% convinced this school is really the place for me.

just wanted to say that i hate you
if you ever care enough to look here.

but the lows are so extreme
that the good seems fucking cheap.

Ain't got time for the future or past
Live for the moment, make it last.

I know there is more to life than this.