i had a fucking siezure last night. after 7 1/2 months of not going to the emergency room i went. god i just want to rip my brain out and throw it on the ground.

Me and my mom were goofing around today

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i feel so much better today after sleeping off the aftermath of my almost-seizures. i think i'll get a lot done today. my house is a wreck. since i'm the only one who cleans, if i take a sick day everything goes to shit. and i'm also supposed to be taking some pictures of the jewelry my mom made. i talked her into giving me this little plastic ( Read more... )

I wish I had a gardener just to weed my flower beds. Since it's gotten so hot, my flower bed has gone to shit because I can't stay outside long enough to weed it without having a seizure. The whole thing is grown over now, I don't even know if my tulips have survived to bloom next spring. I tried to cut the grass and only got half-way through it ( Read more... )

I have no sympathy for bill collectors who have no sympathy for the sick. they should all go straight to hell. and if i say i'm going to send money i fucking mean it. if i make it through this week without pulling my hair out it will be a miracle.

This week needs to go ahead and end. I love the weekends because next monday is a fresh start. I guess the same way some people view New Years ( Read more... )

i want to bang my headd against a wall.

i love my niece so much. she has taken interest in my camera, so yesterday i taught her how to use it. she' actually took pretty decent pictures lol.


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this was the best $5 ever spent. it's enabled me to take clear pictures when my hands are just too twitchy. an epileptic photographer's dream tool.

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today i've turned into a cleaning maniac. i've pretty much windexed everything humanly possible, weeded my flower bed of tulips and buttercups, cut the grass, washed 3 loads of clothes, made my bedroom completely cat free to help Russell's allergies. No more sleeping with my ms. cheetahbear :( at least until winter time. I had to strip everything ( Read more... )