Damn. That is all I can say about anything right now

I have decided, meh, I don't remember.
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Have you ever just had a thought, but it leaves, right when you are about to say it? I know you all have, it's like hiccuping. Everyone does it. I actually like hiccuping. It's fun. But losing your thoughts, not fun. But, it will come back, someday...

I just had this huge B L A S T!!! of energy! I wanna just go out, and street race, or, crash Target, SOMETHING!!! heh heh, I'm really giggly right now, too.

tee hee

I was just cheered up by BILL!!! and I don't even remember what he looks like. Now, I'm talking to his friend Mike, and, I'm having a jolly good time. Dude, Bill, you really rock. What happened between you and my sister, I dunno, and I'm quite sure I don't want to. But, we should hang out tomorrow. Because I say so, and I have to remember what you ( Read more... )

I sit in my room, claustrophobic ( Read more... )

I have had a slap in the face on reality. Meaghan has told me, that I wasn't good enough, and I was going to end up in jail. That hurt. Then, she wrote me a song, and told me how much she cares. I feel the same way. I really do care about you. Then, today, I got in a huge fight with my parents. My dad, almost hit me with a chair, then he picked me ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I sold my sister out, and now I wanna die. Thanks Morgan, thanks for being the shittiest sister, and daughter the world has ever seen. Smart one. Fuck me. I wanna fly away. I wish everything was happy-go-lucky, but for me, no. Of course not. If I believed in God, I would blame him. (*No offense to the religious.*) So freaking ( Read more... )

Meaghan, I really need to talk to you. It's really personal, and I have no one else to talk to. I'm sure as hell not going to spit it out over the net. Hell no. But, you are never home, so I sit here, with this confusion eating away my insides. Slowly, I can feel it everyday. I can't keep looking like this for much longer. It's going to show, ( Read more... )

Right now I feel spontaneous. I don't have school, because Dillon Turpin's mom died, he's a senior at my school, and her funeral is today. I couldn't go, because I had no ride. I feel awful for not going. Damnnit. I know I'm going to visit her grave site a lot though. I met a great guy online. He gave me his cell number, and we talked, and he is ( Read more... )

MORP is on Saturday... I'll go and crash it, just to get kicked out... That will be really freakin retarded. mmmm.. today, I had the best cookie in the world! You should fall in love with chocolate chip cookies.

Everyday is so wonderful; and suddenly, it's hard to breathe. Now and then, I get insecure, from all the pain; I'm so ashamed.