Scott Weiland is an addict. Some of you might know him as the lead singer for Stone Temple Pilots (STP). Others might be aware that he's currently in Velvet Revolver. But for a major portion of his life, he was devoted to heroin. Thats what certain drugs do to certain people. Sometimes people seek out these unnatural highs to expand their minds. ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about death recently. Not in a "Oh no, death!" kind of way, just thinking about it. As in, death is this thing that none of us will ever escape. But hopefully by the time it comes for you, you will say "I've had a good run ( Read more... )

Someone at work: "Maaan, I have a 10 page paper due this Friday"
Me: "I chopped 300 pounds of potatoes today."

I'm ok.

I am OK.

I feel good again.

Its ok.

24 hours ago, I was bottoming out. And I am fine now.

Life is good.

Here's something I wrote October 16, 2004.
"Its about trying to find someone who you can talk to into the dead of the night. Its about discovering a connection in this cold, detached, apathetic information age world.The reason I fell in love with that girl, is because I thought I had found that. I thought I had found what I was looking for, a ( Read more... )

I confessed my love to her. We will never be together.

My life has gone from sitcom to tragicomedy.

My soul yearns for her.

Its time to escape. Fuck this shit.

I dont understand people. I wish I could, but I never will. I mentioned earlier that I let go of most things, but a lot of people I know dwell on things. They dwell. On trivial shit. That's what I dont understand, when people dwell on trivial shit. And while I am trying to enjoy life as much as possible they are standing next to me, dragging me ( Read more... )

Here's the thing about love*: Love is probably one of the most powerful things in the universe. It is stronger than all the negative emotions put together. It is amazing and beautiful and all conquering. And when you are in love that is exactly what happens. You are in loveNo one says they are "in anger." Your best friend did not fall "in jealousy ( Read more... )

Sometimes I sit and stare at this blank screen wanting to spill all of my feelings onto it. To eloquently expound on everything that has been going on. Everything that has been going right in my life, and everything that has been going so laughably wrong. Life is funny. So I laugh.

Have you ever seen the sun burst down through the clouds, creating a spotlight affect, as if God was pointing to something, shining down upon it? It’s a beautiful and somewhat rare sight. Now, have you ever stood in one of those lights? You probably have at one point or another but you did not know it. That's because in order to be able to see that ( Read more... )