So I guess I'll start my entry typically by saying 'Long Time No See' and that I'm back to torture you people with my oh so much fun entries. My board exams are over and I'm in 11th grade now. I've missed you guys and I hope you guys haven't forgotten me :P. I want to make this journal entry look offical so I'm classifying it :D.
Well my board exams was kind of mixed. It felt like a normal exam, which was really worrying me, since in normal exams I don't do very good, and it started of badly, I reached school late, and kind of screwed up my english language paper (the most EASIEST of all), but it ended very nicely, subjects I'm terrible at, those papers went awesome, like Geography. I didn't complete like 2 papers fully but I did the rest of the questions very well. However I'm not going to dwell on the board exams any longer, since I'll be getting my results on end of May and its pointless to panic now. Hopefully I'll get good marks. I've realized for all my exams I just need to think very negatively and it comes out to be amazing. Its funny, whichever exams I didn't panic about and was confident I would do well turned out bad. So overconfidence sucks clearly!
My whole friendship status is changing. I used to be part of a group, but one of my friends is leaving to go to India. I'm going to miss her a lot, and the other three people from my group have been shifted to another class. Its not that bad though, I talk to them during break, lunch and everything and we still hang out. Atleast my bestest friend tessy is with me :D. Its funny, I'm actually quite happy about 11th standard, I don't miss my other three friends at all (with the exception of maira), the classes are fun and I'm having a blast and I'm pretty comfortable with my class. On the brighter side, me and mansi are becoming really good friends, and manasvi (a friend in my group I've who I don't like much cause she's very selfish) and my friendship is kind of detoriating.
I've also made some great online friends like Hollie who's loads of fun and we've gotten pretty close :D. I've also been talking a lot to Julie (purplemiasma), we both talk about astrology and its brilliant cause I don't have any to talk about astrology to besides her :P. I also talk a lot with this guy called adarsh who lives in Dubai just like me, we both are good friends. Sometimes I talk to Mr. Robot(he knows who he is) too. Other than that not much is going on in my online life.
I was watching LOST for quite some time but I've stopped it now :P. Basically everyone keeps on talking about how great it is, so I downloaded the first 18 episodes of the first season. The first two episodes were not really great but I got hooked by the third episode and became a fan until hollie told me like this major hot character on lost dies through a fault of one of my favorite characters:(. I can't make myself watch another episode of lost because of that and can't cause I'm very sensitive.
I've become addicted to American Idol now though. I watch it every week, I go to the boards, check out everything. Its fun.
At first I was quite apprehensive about entering 11th grade, since I've a group of friends with six people, 1 person was leaving to go to India, and three of my friends shifted to the other class, while I'm stuck with tessy in my class. Tessy's my closest friend so I'm quite happy, the first day when I had school, I found myself missing my friends a lot and kind of getting bored with Tessy and I wondered if I could survive 11th grade. But I think some miracle happened and I actually enjoyed quite a lot from 2nd day onwards. I don't miss my group at all. I think its for the good actually, I don't communicate well with my other friends in the other classroom and I've been having loads of problems with Manasvi, because I don't like her that much and so its so much easier to remain independant now.
I'm also becoming more responsable in the school area:D. I come home and the first thing I do is finish homework, and its weird because before I never cared but now it like nags me when I don't complete my homework. So I guess thats a good change.
Strangely in 11th grade, I hardly think about guys at all. They just don't matter, relationships and stuff.
The past two months have been really hard, and I've missed all of you very much and I didn't update cause I was really lazy and I wanted to relax in my one-week break. I love life now, its so good and I'm most probably participating in this group song for my team so I'm really happy about that. I'm also becoming more increasingly independant and thats not as scary as I thought it would be. Hope you guys are doing fine :P.