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I was twirling around 71st & Continental asking yuppy old people for directions to find Touro College. But I got nada. My cell phone's been disconnected so I couldn't even call the place. It's in my agenda for tomorrow, another adventure up and down Queens Blvd. I got my mapquest map and backpack all I need are my purple tube socks (Dora The

Oh well, there's this fabulous program at Touro College but those fuckers have people working for them for no reason it seems. They don't know how to pick up telephones or return messages for that matter and I'm still waiting. I guess I'm in a rush to get everything done with and start college already. The determination is there, and it's making my ( Read more... )

So Saturday I decide to try out for "America's Next Top Model" since my friend was confronted by alot of people to join. I tagged along because it was something I was focused on a while back when I was 12-14 years of age and to give her support. I was feeling pretty confident because it can easily exude and most people are attracted to that. I get ( Read more... )

Worried is a good word to describe this emotion. Hurt and in many ways disappointed. How can you let someone know that no matter how much you want to be there for them, you can't. Will is making me depressed. I want to be there but what the fuck am I supposed to do. I am not financially able or on my own to do what I can.  

Honestly recently I've been tired of putting myself in a pushover role with a lot of people. I thought it was me feeling cheap but nah, it was making myself flexible for too many people and accepting everything, including their flaws.

Greg... I've known since March of last year and we've never made anything I mean nada official. Finally we make ( Read more... )

Part I:

Little unknown fact... January 23rd is National Pie Day. I can't wait until I could throw my back against the cold mountain peaks of fallen snow tomorrow. I'm so emotional right now. I hate feeling lonely which apparently recently I've let co-inhabit with me. Just been alot of people who made me feel cheap. I am officially going on the 25th ( Read more... )

Haven't been going to school so I have all the mornings to myself (yea!) Just waiting till the end of January to start another semester. I have this stupid running test at 7-8 something in the p.m for nite skool. I have to run for ten minutes straight. Not a great idea for someone who smokes cigarettes. Gotta stradle on that sports bra, lol.