Things that I've recently realized.. and taken as per my advice to other people ( Read more... )

HEY is anyone else's friends' page not working? Well if it's not you can't see this.

mine is stuck on July 1st, but i see it flash to the new page but then back to july 1st.

I am having a nonstop panic attack. I have about two weeks until the end of my internship, and I am still without a job or options. I'm fucked, and I am going to starve ( Read more... )

I move into my apartment ..partially.. tomorrow ( Read more... )

found an apartment yesterday ( Read more... )

- went to get headshots with Annie. I like being her "manager".. why am I putting quotes? I don't know. Official or fun? I don't know. But I did her hair / makeup. And I'm sure they'll come out spectacular. I'll try and post some ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a million years. but here's a good start, right ( Read more... )

ten things in no particular order that make me happy
1. When someone gets me a present, because it means they were somewhere nowhere near me,and thought of me. and just were so compelled to let me know. (a phone call works just as well.. )

2. The feeling of someone wrapping their arms around you and getting really close

3. Brewers Yeast on warm ( Read more... )

Okay, so he never called today. I guess I was setting myself up for that. True true. My heart still hurts for it. I guess we aren't friends, either...because I thought he would have called the chill on his day off. fuck everything. And it didn't help I stalk the myspace and read his blog about going home. I'm over it, though, I really am. I'm ( Read more... )

hey!
can anyone tell me why i can't keep a guy? even the ones that still like me dump me.

umm?
what's wrong with me? this pattern doesn't stop.

i had a panic attack at a bar last night.

i'm still panicing.

my heart is still racing. my head is still spinning. i'm chain smoking even though i can't breath.

yikes.