aha, i was looking through old emails, and i found this!

kerry
i think that would be monday night for me. hehe, awesome.
this is exciting. you've come farther than even hollie! god, she is so lazy. ;D

me
haha. gee hollie. that girl *shakes head*
what good is she to us.. cept to make our triangle actually look like one hahaha

kerryexactly. ( Read more... )

( two fave songs at the moment )

far fucking out.
i am oh so very annoyed right now.
megan was shooting her mouth off about how only close friends of shorty should go to the funeral. and how it wouldn't be fair on the family if all these people went ( Read more... )

on a sadder note, ill update on the shorty/matt thing ( Read more... )

oh, and also;

happy 4 months, ej

we have deserved this.
so much.

why does every fucking thing remind me of him?
and how the fuck can mum see that my brother is depressed, but im not?
maybe i'm not.
maybe thats the big fucking problem here.
maybe all i am is a big fucking sook.
yeah, that's it.
that's all i am.
well done.
i finally figured it all out.
but why the fuck does it hurt so much?

i'll just write what the notice here says;

Dear Parents and Guardians ( Read more... )

RIP SHORTY AKA MATT

yep.

like, i dont know.
me and my boyfriend are funny?

me:
OH
me:
i think
me:
me u and lee should make a band
me:
or like me u lee and someone else
me:
coz we need drums
ej:
aww wicked
ej:
sounds goood
me:
*nods*
me:
ill do my hardcore cauterize tryhard singing thing
ej:
aww it soundsss goodlyy
me:
i think so
me:
and u guys can be like back up
me:or or ( Read more... )

last night
on the
mass pike
thought i was losing you
last night
on the
mass pike
i fell in love with you