i'm tired of living. i guess i should go to sleep'cause i will eventually anyway.

I never existed

How can someone claim to love you, and yet ignore you on a regular basis (regardless of how you're feeling unless in some rare cases you can do everything extremely nicely)?

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I work at Wal-Mart, and my son Loki was born on 3/23/07. His father got arrested for probation violation because he didn't have enough money to pay for his hotel room and reporting his address is part of his probation. The probation is for having sex with a 16-year-old when he was 18 (they gave him 15 years in Alabama). I am not in Alabama ( Read more... )

Stephen,

you are the only person who's broken (almost) every promise to me they've ever made.

you won't see this, and that's fine, because it was not posted for that reason, I'm just pained that my Greatest Love for so long could do this to me.

He brings everything upon me, telling me what a horrible person I am, and then later on he misses his ex-wife and I feel physical pain because he doesn't cry very often and I can't do anything about it (because he was too sick to come over), so after our long conversation I can show him that I'm not such a horrible person as he thinks I am, I can ( Read more... )

Someone I care deeply about made me feel like he was going to RAPE me. I mentioned this before when I didn't know what to do because I couldn't tell him because he would hate himself so severely. ...Well guess what he didn't hate himself, didn't even feel guilty about it instead he got angry at ME "I WOULD NEVER DO THAT YOU" well I never SAID you ( Read more... )

Apparently if I don't get a child support order for someone who's homeless so that I can get a medical card I won't need or use it means that I am a horrible, horrible person who will lie to the government (*GASP!*) be homeless the rest of my life not want a job and go fuck some random people oh yeah it also means my husband is a child molestor ( Read more... )

Someone very close to me made me feel like I was about to be raped the other day.

And I don't know how to tell him.

help.

Your kisses breathe life

Yet I am barren.