maybe i need to start praying that bush doesn't make it back into the presidency ( Read more... )

"I try not to think ( Read more... )

maybe i wanna save the world so much, bc really i want to save myself..........naw...not exactly......latin gives me lots of time to think and philosophizes bc i'll do anything to put some more time between me and latin....when doing latin everything becomes interesting ( Read more... )

im sitting here, listening to the cd tim burned me last semester, being his favorite christian cd-its such a good cd too, and im wondering whatever happened to the kid who burned this cd, the guy who spent soo much time talking about and living his family and his religion. whatever happened to the person i talked to for 3 days instead of studying. ( Read more... )

so yeah i did make band. i read the chart wrong. there were two other lists i didn't see. one that said those who didn't make it and i wasn't on that and those who were sweaters and i was on that. i happen to stop by the humanities building after i ate dinner on state street and i checked the list again-why i dunno. so yeah i missed the first ( Read more... )

i didn't make band. i know it was going to be hard, but i really wanted to do it. i wanted to be a part of something big at the university, wisconsin bands/university bands whatever it was called was a joke. i wanted the exercise, the fellowship, the fun, the everything. now i don't know what to do w my day(s). I wanted a group and to belong too- ( Read more... )

i miss home. i severely miss fiona. i miss my family and my house and my pets and my friends and my job-kind of-well not exactly ( Read more... )

just had playing audition-couldn't sight read-messed up scales-got 2nd part and now im off to the marching trials for a week and a half-right before school ill learn if i make it....i HOPE i do

i'm scared shitless about band. i need to go to bed.......er...if i can sleep. i need to finish packing. i'm scared shitless to leave. three months is too long. i duwanna go back..................i'm scared. real scared.
i leave tomorrow @ 6am-tuesday.

I think I’ll take a moment, celebrate my age ( Read more... )