but wanted to fit this entry in anyways. today was by far the moodiest day yet... i ripped at everyone that came across my path, including jerry brown for not fixing the pothole down the street. sinus perssure is killing me, and my muscles are sore. it feels like someone is smashing an invisible balloon against my forehead and nose. i yelled at my ( Read more... )

Ingredients ( Read more... )

actually the first thing i plan to make are crab cakes, even though there's a crab festival throughout february at fisherman's wharf. did a saline solution (you will still love me after reading this because after all i am still a very cool person to hang around despite descriptions of my BM's. figure it out.) and woah! i was laughing the whole time ( Read more... )

with a capital m. after dismissing fasting as something for the hippies and rating it as an over rated way to lose weight, i felt guilty for the rash charges and decided to quickly redeem myself by going on the fast myself ( Read more... )

and the phrase grab the bull by the balls has never sounded more appropriate. maybe its the change in weather, something in the water, or that we all come to an apex sometime in our mid twenties and make the realization- despite the fact its always been there. yet nothing has really changed that dramatically; i still yearn for complete sentences, ( Read more... )

the streets are packed and dirty as hell. cars, bicycles, and people merge together in a web of chaos. people crawl like ants in a massive concrete maze. dialects sound to form a code of indecipherable noise. paranoia creeps around every corner. everyone wants to sell you something. and rip you off. and still make you think you got a deal ( Read more... )

fine tuning parameters to new settings

please standby...

descending into the depths of hell

the roadblocks of life
packed with walmart shopping carts
tough obstacle course

renders ambiguous everything it touches"
-octavio paz


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One of the advantages about being disorderly is that one is constantly making exciting discover.

found a cd i made for christina two years ago for xmas, johnny coleman and coltrane cd, clothes i never thought i had, poetry i thought i never wrote, love letters of the forgotten pasts, photos of becky and miran in portland, and old beef jerky.