i have definately not been myself lately... my job rocks... my other life has alot left to be desired... at least there are a few people keeping me afloat... i don't know what my problem is... but i don't feel right... i could easily be categorized as depressed... don't take offense if i don't feel like talking lately...
i'm taking my time with people who mean something to me... the problem still stands... deciding if said people are worth it... deciding if they think I am worth it...
when your friends let you down... you feel like a chump...
there are a few consistent things in my life... that make me really happy... and although i know there will be a time when we can't meet the way we do... i find comfort in knowing that at least i have this...