I had a dream that Ashley came home last night.
I had a dream that Ash came home. And it was great. And she got out of the car and me and E and Meg hugged her for what seemed like days. It was awesome.
I woke up smiling.
And then went back to my moody self, because I realized it was just a dream. I miss her so much.
1. Name: Sarah Nicole
2. Where you live now: Eaton Rapids
3. Place of birth: Edward W. Sparrow Hospital in Lansing
4. Astrological sign: Gemini
5. Profession: I work. I'm a professional worker.
6. Education: Eh, badass junior right now. But I'm a certified genius.
7. Height: 5'4 1/5"
8. Weight: Psh, enough
9. Hair color: dark brown.
10. Eye color: green
11. Distinguishing marks: Many moles.. 2 scars on my left arm, one from surgery and one from Jordan Hale. lol
12. Blood type: O Positive.
13. Allergies: Cats, Spring
14. Siblings: Roberto is 13
15. Mother's family comes from: Uhh... Mexico and Texas!
16. Father's family comes from: Tennesee :-D
17. Famous or notable relative or ancestor: My brother claims we are very distantly related to Pancho Villa, but this remains to be proven to me.
...Favorites...
18. A color you like to wear: Marroon and green
19. Regardless of size or circumstance, an animal you'd like to own as a pet: German shepard
20. A flower you'd like to grow in your garden: Daisies :)
21. Your lucky number: 8
22. A smell that makes you pause: Tortillas
23. A smell that makes you melt: Whatever Tory wears... lol
24. A hobby that occupies your time: Computadora, telly, work, babysitting
25. A sport you enjoy watching: College basketball, NBA playoffs, college football, baseball, softball
26. A sport you enjoy playing: Softball, basketball, volleyball
27. A city you like to visit: Cancun
28. A country you like to explore: Rome
29. Your favorite meal: Mom's tacos
30. Drink you often order: Lemonade
31. A delicious dessert: Peanut butter pie
32. A book you strongly recommend: anything by Sarah Dessen, Sharon Creech and Meg Cabot
33. Magazine you most frequently read: ESPN Mag
34. Music you listen to when alone: Kenny, Keith, Alan... anything country. And the bball warmup.
35. Film you could watch over and over: A League of Their Own
36. Actress whose performance you admire: Julia Stiles and Kate Hudson and Nicole Kidman and Geena Davis
37. Actor whose performance you admire: Eh... I'm impressed by Jack Nicholson and how scary he is.
38. TV shows you watch regularly: The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Laguna Beach, Desperate Housewives, CSI, Extreme Makeover: Home Edition
39. Artist whose work you highly respect: Megan Shoup
40. A piece of clothing you love to wear: My one jeans that are truly unique. Ones I know I never have to worry about someone else wearing them.
41. A monument you would like to have a view of from your bedroom: Is the beach a monument??
...Current
42. Your children: Absolutely none. And none soon.
43. Your pets: Does my brother count as a pet???
44. You live in a: Cape-cod.
45. Your transportation: Baby. She's a purple 1995 Oldsmobile Achieva and she's beautiful.
46. Your watch: Don't wear one anymore.
47. Your cologne or perfume: REAL and American Girl (Knockoffs of "Ralph Lauren and Tommy Girl)
48. Something important on your desk: Hmmm... pics, I guess.
49. On your wall hangs: Shelves, bulletin board full of pics and other stuff... a couple paintings, a pic I had hanging in my room since baby-hood, my calendar, a couple mirrors....
50. Under your bed or in your closet you hide: Bed:: my huge blue duffel and my maroon basketball bag, and my fan that I pull out at night... in my closets:: backpacks, Special Box, porcelain dolls...
51. Things you like to buy: jeans, undies
52. If you could afford it at this moment you would buy: A "companion" for Baby, the entire mall, and life-time supply of gasoline..
54. Strangest possession: I have a parking meter that actually holds coins. Its pretty neat.
55. Most expensive possession: Um? No idea. The friggen cabin.
56. Prized possession: All my Paul Davis stuff. And my MSU basketball.
...Morals...
57. Something forbidden you have done that might even surprise your friends: Oh jeezz.. I really don't know ;)
58. The appropriate age for having sex: After marriage. lol Just jokin'... when you're ready.
56. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH: Um?
57. One thing you are addicted to: chocolate. I swear.. there's like.. crack or codeine or somethin' in it....
58. If there were no side-affects, you would enjoy being addicted to: I have no frickin' idea.
59. Your reaction if your spouse or partner cheated on you: Depends on their reasons and how serious the relationship was. And honestly, who they cheated with. Because if it really meant nothing to them, then you basically know your relationship means nothing to them either. And if its someone they care about, then you know you're overdue for a big talk.
60. You have cheated: Neverrrrrr
...God and the World...
61. Do you believe in God: Psh... jeeeeez... umm.... yeah. Well, okay, I believe there is something higher. God?? Maybe.
62. If not, then describe what you do believe in: I just did. Its way cool that so many people have faith in the same 1 thing, but I don't necessarily believe that 1 thing is going to be it. Maybe there are many beings that have a small contribution and effects on our dimension, and maybe there aren't. I think God is a nice idea, but I don't think that just because so many people believe in Him makes him right.
63. What religion were you raised with: Catholic
64. Do you practice this religion: Nah
65. Death is: Frightening
66. Does life exist on other planets: Yeah.
67. Have they made contact with us: If they have, I don't know about it.
68. Do you believe we are descendents from Adam and Eve: Anythings possible.
69. Do you believe in evolution: Yes
70. Do you believe in astrology: Yes
71. Do you believe in heaven: Yes
72. Do you believe in hell: Yes
...Ego...
73. Your three best qualities: I'm gonna say... oh I dunno. I try. Thats a good thing. And um... sometimes I'm NOT selfish. And... oh I have no idea.
74. Your three worst qualities: I'm selfish. Terribly selfish and spoiled. I talk too much. And I'm very... naive. Which isn't a good thing.
75. Three words that describe how others view you: Outgoing, happy, vocal
76. The animal that best describes you: Psh, I dunno.
77. Greatest amount of physical pain you have ever endured: Psh... no friggin' idea. Prolly when Killer nailed me and gave me my concussion.
78. Greatest amount of emotional pain you have ever endured: No idea. For serious.
79. Number of drinks that constitutes your limit: Depends on what it is. I'm pushin' it with 10 beers. I can drink like 12-15 Smirnoff's though.
80. Best physical feature: Tory says "your body in general" but I made him narrow it down to my ass.. lol
...Yes or No...
81. You keep a diary: I keep a LiveJournal. And I do have a diary that I only write in for serious things.
82. You like to cook: No.
83. You exercise regularly: Ahahaha, no.
84. You sketch while you are on the phone: ha, Yeah
85. You have read a book in the past month: Yep
86. You replace the toilet paper roll immediately: Usually
87. You like crossword puzzles: Yes
88. You have visited the Eiffel Tower: Nope
89. You wait until the last minute until you fill your tank with gas: Ugh *guilt* yes
90. You snore: No!
91. You have been to your ancestors' homeland: Yes
92. You read in the bathroom: No
93. Being sick is a vacation: No way
94. You play cards: Like its my job
95. You fold your underwear:Yeah..
96. You talk in your sleep: Sometimes, so I'm told
97. You like hiking: No way. Thats physical activity...
98. You like being on the phone: NO!
99. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: I already told you, I don't wear a watch
100. You are always late: Always? No.
101. You often get headaches: Nah.
102. You smoke: Nope
103. A naked photo of you exists: lol wth?? I hope not.
104. You can whistle: I'm getting better.
105. You are a vegetarian: No way.
...Wishes and Dreams...
107. If you had the talent or the opportunity, you would: Sports writer for ESPN.com
108. Something you wish you could learn at the snap of your fingers: every single final score and statistic and individual stat from every sporting event EVER.
109. A dream you have had more than once: Its scary. I have dreams that people die. Weird, I know.
...Emotions...
110. Emotion you tend to hide the most: Sadness. Disappointment
111. Emotion you seem to experience the most: Jealousy, judgement
112. A piece of music that makes you sentimental: Sara Beth by Rascal Flatts
113. The music reminds you of: Loss and love
114. When you are happy, you need: A way to get rid of some of the energy.
115. When you are sad, you need: To be left alone.
116. When you are angry, you need: To cry.
117. When you are in love, you need: Oh, I dunno. I'm still so confused about this whole 'love' thing.
118. The last time you were really angry, was when: Umm...?? I was mad at work. And wanted to quit.
119. The last time you cried uncontrollably, was: When I woke up the other night from this one terrible dream.
120. Someone who genuinely makes or has made you happy: E, and Erin and Tory and my brother and usually my parents.
...Psyche...
121. Your first name spelled backward is: haraS lol
122. Something that has been on your mind lately: Oh, just my schedule. Remembering everything. Also, this weekend.
123. Something that has been on your mind for a long time: Evelyn. Haven't seen her in forever.