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i keep screwing everything up, by not saying what doesn't need to be said. she can tell.

found out today my dad has to go to seattle to see about a lung transplant. i knew he didn't have like 10 years, or even 5 probably... but it seems like he's going a lot quicker than i thought he would... maybe i just had myself fooled

got home from the CA trip yesterday, which was awesome (the getting home and the trip). every time i leave it gives me added perspective on everything that's going on here, so i can't wait to get back. oh well. it was cool getting to hang out with some cool kids from down there, and check out hollywood and downtown LA and stuff... as opposed to ( Read more... )

I feel better tonight than I have in a long time. Even though I haven't slept good for a long time, and Corey and I still haven't left for Spokane. He keeps blaming it on me... I'm gonna have to stab him pretty soon. He's in the shower right now, so that'd be awkward... maybe I'll wait 'til he gets out. Ummmm school is going good (when I go) work ( Read more... )

All alone I lie awake
Next to the one that's supposed to make
My broken heart anew
All of these terrible thoughts undo
Yet I don't know if I can be
The person inside I want others to see
Give me a sign, that I'm all you want
That I can let go of my final haunt.

I don't know. I just don't know.

the PA gave me a 6 week continuance. which rocks, 'cuz that means I can go to the CA show, and to my brother's wedding. but it sucks, 'cuz that just means that it's pushed back for a while, and I still have to deal with it. oh well. Corey and I had breakfast at Waffles 'n' More, which was cool. we were both dressed extremely preppy (for how we ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm back. Not much that I want to write about though, still pretty much just school and work. I have court tomorrow at 10:45 for my second DWP ticket. If I can't talk the PA down I have to do 20 days. So I will use every trick imaginable (short of crying - I hope) to get me out of it. Homecoming was fun... for the 30 minutes we were there ( Read more... )