at one of the lowest points of my life right now. I guess I won't know until I'm dead, but hey, I'm just making an educated guess.
I just feel so empty. It's disgusting. I could elaborate, but I don't think there is a point.

Last night was interesting. Went to Rebecca Bretts house and marveled over the photography her dad had up all around the house. the house is IMPREGNATED with positive energy.  i was getting tangled up in it all. apple picking today with my mother and grandfather, and i'm really happy! we are going to make applecrisp later, for desert after our ( Read more... )

I love Santogold.

 i need to make mew friends. i've been very depressed the last couple of weeks. i'm sick of tip-toeing around people out of fear of hurting their feelings. i'm done with being so nice to people when i don't get anything in return. and i'm so fed up with all of this bullshit drama thats going on. it's so old. i'm getting older, i would love to just ( Read more... )

I went to Tennessee for Bonnaroo. Fucking blast. It was so hot though that I got sick. Well, I guess the beers the night before didn't help. I was waiting in line for the bathrooms at like, 7 in the morning and once I got to the front of the line I felt like I was going to yack, and before I knew it I just threw up a huge FIVE DOLLAR glass of ( Read more... )

the weather is one of the most important influences on my mood and behavior, let me tell ya. it's been sunny and getting warmer the past few days, and it really motivates and inspires me. I can't wait until the summer time when I will be making money, doing things I love with the people I love. I'm so excited ( Read more... )

I AM ME, DEAL WITH IT.

i experimented with some pills two days ago. Concerta and Ativan (Lorazepam). I'm not into pills by any means, really. And I'm not going to get into them.  But HOLY CRAP, my experience was crazy ( Read more... )

I have to write a paper, and I'm not sure what to do. I'm going home tomorrow, I'm pretty sure. I'm going to call my mom tomorrow and see if she'll give me some money. I want to do pilates right now, but at the same time I feel lazy right now. Okay, bye.

I am very depressed today.