I got home a few hours ago. Keith and Micah picked me up from the BHM, and I'm glad it was them; they have this innate silliness between the two of them that is very difficult to ignore, shake off or otherwise get around. This trip to WA was a lot to handle, and were it anyone else, I'd be worse off.

Horoscope mentioned something about how I might experience "fleeting moments of depression" or something like that. I guess it forgot that depression rarely feels fleeting; it comes on like a ghost and makes sure you remember how lonely and frustrated you are, even if you don't have a reason to be ( Read more... )

God, I wanna sing for a band right now.

I sometimes wish my ego were more apparent. I get very shy and self-conscious whenever I'm in any sort of art show setting, like I'm the one being critiqued, and not my work. It's difficult to handle sometimes. I've heard of artists that refuse to be photographed, and will show up in a disguise of sorts to hear what people are saying, and then ( Read more... )

devil won't green light yr projectI was in Barnes and Noble a few nights ago, looking at astrology books. The entry about Virgo personality traits made mention of our tendency to worry, to fret. That's been especially true lately. Close friends are in weird spots, tough spots, potentially life-changing spots. I'm on the precipice of a huge ( Read more... )

The only things I'm interested in doing tonight are arrestable offenses that carry lengthy prison sentences. Today is best summed by the following:

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It seems like it's been a while. Probably has. I used to update this damn thing constantly ( Read more... )

There's so much going on in my head these days that it's difficult to fully process it all. In all honesty, if I had the insurance, I'd be seeing a therapist these days. Since Cave9 closed, since I graduated college, since the two bands I'd concentrated on for a few years broke up, I've become a good deal less social. Part of me really cherishes ( Read more... )

A few things:

-Nick Cave has been ruling my brain lately. Murder Ballads is a fantastic record, but especially the first track, "Song Of Joy." Highly recommended ( Read more... )

Last night was just weird ( Read more... )