Cold ( Read more... )

There are times ( Read more... )

The Honest Contrast of Love and Hate ( Read more... )

lets list why i'm stressed this week, so we can stop asking kelly ( Read more... )

this week has been so dramatic i want to screaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

i never said i was hot ( Read more... )

i wish everything would be better now. and i wish i could calm down. now. and i wish i had control over my thoughts. and that i'd stop believing my thoughts. i wish i could stop being paranoid. that i'd feel as trusting as i did last night. i wish this wasn't so damn hard for me. i wish ( Read more... )

excuse the last entry. i was messed up. and bitchy. see what happens when i say whats on my mind? it accomplishes nothing. it always does. because there's nothing any of us can do about it. or will do about it. i just end up getting off the phone depressed.

its a familiar feeling really. i hate it

so i'm kinda messed up right now...sorta pist at random shit. i don't want a certain person to leave. and i'm kinda annoyed that certain people don't even care about where i am right now...w/e

christmas is just around the corner...how do i still have so much stuff to do ( Read more... )