wow. what a delayed reaction. spring break has given me way too much time to think about it all.

----Lex--
.it was all pretend.

SPRING BREAK! YES! score. im so excited even tho i have absolutely nothing going on. idc. no school n stupid teachers. one more quarter to go. bout 1 more month of school soccer. idk if i should play next year. i cant play w/ that team, its awkward n i dont think ill ever get over that. i get so timid n no matter what i do puma bitches at me cuz i ( Read more... )

i like that ^ song. download it- bob and tom. tis great ( Read more... )

my gosh i wanna strangle puma so bad. i swear his big attitude is just compensation for lacking in another department. he has no flippin clue what hes talking about and i hate having to listen to him. i wish coach v would just shut him up. she rocks. jacqui duz too, she makes me laugh. WE TIED HOPEWELL today. how much duz that suck. they were ( Read more... )

i find it funny how the people you think you love and say they love you back cant be honest with you. i have to find it funny or i'll fall apart.

----Lex-
*maybe i'll never understand.*

i just got back from deca today and im exhausted out of my mind. i must say it was quite fun. thursday i got to SLEEP IN and then go up to g'boro. we shopped and then took our event test things. i got a medal for mine! yay! hah im such a dork. i was shaking like crazy on stage too.. that night i got crunk at the dance (but not with any boys! i kept ( Read more... )

wow today was not good. i hate that look that ppl give u when they feel sorry for u... i had to tell teachers and coaches about possibly not being around this week or next b/c of situations other than deca. they give me that 'oh thats terrible' look w/ a hint of 'i dont really care as long as u make up the work' sorta deal. uuuugh ( Read more... )

this weekend has been so hard. its not fair. why does He have to make the people suffer like this, especially those who least deserve it. i'll never understand that.

---lex-

*i'm still praying for you*

What does your name mean? "great defender" in greek. i swear ( Read more... )

I wont talk, I wont breathe, I wont move till you finally see that you belong with me

You might think I dont look but deep inside, in the corner of my mind, im attached to you

Im weak, its true cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line, to the only thing thats ( Read more... )